Wednesday, February 02, 2005 7:01 PM
Argh.. this year syf sucks big time man.. i really miss syf 2003.. me and huijing's in a super big dilemma now..hj's worried that she cant get into syf, considering the fact that they will only let in 2 liuqins we heard, and there are altogether 6 liuqins, so the chances of us getting in are near zero. they have to axe off 4 of us, it's so bloody hell cruel lar. i think im contradicting myself. i know i have been saying i dont want to go syf and all those shit but deep down, a small part of me really sincerely hopes that i can get through the audition. i think it's mainly the pride of being able to get in amid the stiff competition. not only that, i realise that i will have nothing to write for my cca section for my testimonial come june, maybe except for the genting compeition thing, unlike sec sch where i can write alot of stuff for my cca section. so hj decided to drag me along for the guzheng's perc tryouts. i think hj sure can get in one, her piano's diploma, i bet she can play any rhythms, even the most complicated ones. on the other hand, if i can get in while hj dont(which is highly impossible), i wont feel like going since i will be alone. we have to go for auditions which is on this fri, so fast. wad the hell lar. the problem is, the co auditions will only be held after common tests i presume, so what if either one of us get into the co one but we have already got picked for the gz one. most importantly, leaving the liuqin group like this will mean that the other 4 ppl will have a higher chance of getting in, isnt this doing them a favour and also at the same time jeopardising our chances of getting into syf since both of us volunteered to get transferred over. wad the hell. all the politics stuff lar. yea and frankly speaking i rather enter syf as a liuqin player and not as a gz accompanist.

Super pissed man, i thought we only have co for tues, wed and fri for this week. but they only announced on tues, which is yesterday, that tan bo yue will have to stay back on thurs for xiao zu. walao. i really hate it when they suddenly plan for a xiao zu lar. they didnt include this in the schedule that they have given us earlier. and the timing's damn bloody hell sucky. my lessons end at 1.20pm, i have to wait until 2.50pm for my maths lecture make-up. after which, i have to rot until 6pm for the xiao zu. walao. you tell me what am i suppose to do within that time lar. especially when we will be bloody hell tired after the maths lecture. im not performing for cny so it's still quite ok cos i need not have to stay until 9 plus the next day for cny rehearsal. but seriously speaking cant they just spare a thought for the majority who are having cny rehearsal on fri. moreover, we will have to wait until the next next tues for dazu to begin, by then most of the stuff that the instructor's going to mention tml would most prob be forgotten.

On a lighter note, my nh co juniors are very funny. wahahha, esp weilong. yest was spent toking shit with him and hj in the canteen. found that he's rather erm, conservative. lolz. shall not elaborate here. so anw, one of my nh co junior told me that we will be able to catch guo lao shi every tues, at around 4pm. if im not wrong, he will cross the bridge from chinese high to nanyang cos he taught both sch's co's perc. then i was very excited, almost went to the bus-stop with hj to wait and see, but realise that it's a few mins after four. yea so we most prob will miss him. so sad. =( nvm, there will be next tues, no, next week is cny's celebrations, but still there is next next tues, next next next tues and many following tues. =)